I never felt so down before. I think Im drowning slowly. I need to swim..

Shit face.

Why do peoples love to act like they know you when they dont at all? Is this some kind of tradition thingy?

'I know her/him, he/she very blahblahblahhhhh, ehh u go tell Z if he/she know anot. ask Z tell X also ahhhh'

If I dun know who the fuck ur den fuck off. As simply as that. Dun go around and spread rumors. How do u like it if you got accused for something thats not true? Oh sorry, your not the one that got accused right? Your the one that spread.

Humans, and their mouth. Can u kepo peoples shut up for once ah?

Commenting at people's life.

'Ehhh, she's such a bitch'

EHHH BITCH HOW BOUT YOU? Drama exist cause of peoples like this. If u just mind your own business, the world will be in peace.

If u hate someone, just keep that in your mind. Dun spread fake shits bout them.

Karma? Fuck off. I dun believe in karma.

Score it!

Study. I need to study. I need to..just sit down and open the books doing exercise, reading notes instead of playing cards, online-checking fb playing games, watch my drama, or gossip.. No more nonsense this time, I need to study. I MUST STUDY.

So, Cherlyn Chong, please study. QM, Accounts, Econs.. Complete studying every subjects before exam and I can go enjoy. So, PLEASE STUDY CHERLYN CHONG

:)

I can open your eyes

FUNNY MAX ;D

Because Im stupid

The pain is the same
Just because I don't know the world very well
Doesn't mean that I don't know pain.
So,
Why do you lie, saying it'll be okay?

Talk bout your other girls.
Pretended like I didn’t know. Pretended like I didn’t hear. Tried to let it go.

Your words, merely momentary. Your pledges to change, merely momentary.
My heart hurts. You know it hurts and yet you repeat it all over again.

Crying inside, but forcing myself to be a smiling clown.

Blisss!

Exam is like, OVER ;). So mum is like forcing me to go shopping with her, today, tomorrow and the next day. Damn naissss I know, but tired eh. My feet also got blister today. Got 8pairs of heels, 6 dress.

Damn heavy can die lidat lorh. And Im planning to sell one of the dress. Toga dress :). Lazy to post, but if ur interested, email me :p. chong.kahyan@gmail.com

So yep, tomorrow we're gonna go shopping. AGAIN. Im wondering, should I sell my benefit dr feelgood, since Im not using it. dilemma~

Patient is not really good nowadays, listen to what my darling is complaining to me. I cant do anything right here and the feeling sucks :/. Aint gonna comment anything as well but hope u rot in hell bitch. :p

Just a quick update.

Cravings

Im craving for cookies! Famous Amos perhaps? :(
Anyway, I think I'm sick. Since last night, thanks to super cheesecake from secret recipe.
Not feeling well today, the reason why I screw my account paper ;(. FML much much much today.
Today is not a good day, me no rikee! :(

And here's a picture of fatty fat eevee! ;)


Supah cute, love him max! ♥♥♥


xx

Massive ♥

I supah love clothesbucket!

Promise I will update this dusty blog soon. I swear towards the light bulb okay! :(

Stay tune.

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Watched Ironman2 and Ipman2 last week. Watched Ipman2 first and then Ironman2 and back to Ipman2.

2nd time of Ipman2 till 1.40am and stone at mamak till 4am. Yes, super 'early' only sleep.
There goes my 'Im gonna study tonight, I PROMISE'. But Im bloody comfirm and super sure that Im gonna study tonight. or probably will just go thru the notes and Done with it. Tomorrow is account test tho, I wanna ace it. If I can :x because I will get fabulous present IF I CAN ACE THAT DAMN COMPLICATED NUMBERS SUBJECT! &&& QM this Wednesday. Another do your exercise everyday subject, but I got confident for QM. So..no revision for this. *I LIKE I LIKE*

So yep, wish me luck. ;)

IMO, I like Ipman2 compare to Ironman2. Reason? Im chinese, can ornot? LOL hahah I feel that Ironman2 is all about Tony's life. this that this that. Boring much and worse shit, I watched it at Sunway Pyramid. I hate sunway pyramid's cinema fyi..
Ipman2 is awesome awesome blardy awesome aaaaa ♥♥♥♥♥


And now, I MUST GET UP FROM THIS CHAIR and stop facing the laptop, which is a super hard thing to do. And back to the notes/exercise. 2 more days, 2 more papers ONLY.

xx

Someone is missing.

So, yup. No pictures atm, my camera is at the 'hospital' will be back tomorrow. and, I watched Shutter Island yesterday night. Uh, the movie is uber bored okay. I wasted 2hours watching that movie.

The whole movie is all about insanity. And me, after the movie, half insane as well. Playing with the head thru out the whole movie.. Blergh.

Finally

Im back, yo!

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and, I forgot what to blog about already.

T_T

This is life.

My mood is total lost by the time i saw the picture and done reading the news. Fuck accident. I know it's unpredictable but it's damn heartbreaking to read em. This afternoon went Suzuki to service yiby's car. Read the newspaper, bout this 11years old kid. Otw going to school by his bike. Usual time he always go out is around 7am, according to his mum. But yesterday, Monday he went out earlier. Just a bit early can? And he got run over by a fucking school bus. He's ONLY 11 yrs old! Standard 5!!!! I know, it's fate. And the bus driver is gonna be so damn guilty. But, its his fault. Its such a waste for the kid. I teared reading the news.

"Chinese New Year mean nothing to his whole family anymore- said his mum"


Sent from my iPod

Love wins. Love always wins.

"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they’re busy doing things they think are important. This is because they’re chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."

"Dying? Not the end of everything. We think it is. But what happens on earth is only the beginning."

"Fairness does not govern life and death. If it did, no good person would ever die young."

"Don't let go too soon, but don't hold on too long."

Realize

Mummy surprise me with this. :)


One from Yiby, and another one from mum.

Precious

Clean my dusty ponies yesterday. Now they're as clean as new one. Weee

Promise

Every Tuesday is a date to pasar malam with Yeu and Yiby.

:)

Foods foods foods.

:)

I knowww, super lame post but Im rushing to change now for sudden dinner. :(
hehe.

Confession

Learn this from me. Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves.

With love,

C

Temptation

"There is no such thing as 'too late' in life."

"There is everything you know and there is everything that happens. When the two do not line up, you make a choice. "

"Without love we all like birds with broken wings."

"We've got a sort of brainwashing going on in our country. Do you know how they brainwash people? They repeat something over and over. And that's what we do in this country. Owning things is good. More money is good. More property is good. More commercialism is good. More is good. More is good. We repeat it--and have it repeated to us--over and over until nobody bothers to even think otherwise. The average person is so fogged up by all of this, he has no perspective on what's really important anymore.

Wherever I went in my life, I met people wanting to gobble up something new. Gobble up a new car. Gobble up a new piece of property. Gobble up the latest toy. And then they wanted to tell you about it. 'Guess what I got? Guess what I got?'

You know how I interpreted that? These were people so hungry for love that they were accepting substitutes. They were embracing material things and expecting a sort of hug back. But it never works. You can't substitute material things for love or for gentleness or for tenderness or for a sense of comradeship.

Money is not a substitute for tenderness, and power is not a substitute for tenderness. I can tell you, if your sitting here dying, when you most need it, neither money nor power will give you the feeling you're looking for, no matter how much of them you have."

"...if you're trying to show off for people at the top, forget it. They will look down on you anyhow. And if you're trying to show off for people at the bottom, forget it. They will only envy you. Status will get you nowhere. Only an open heart will allow you to float equally between everyone."

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do somehing else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted."

"One day can bend your life."

Jackass

Dun act like you know me, stranger.

Your just making urself like a fool.

Eff off

Emo is not me.
Me is not emo.

Sad is not part of me.
Whats sad?

Im not sad nor emo, emo nor sad. Im fucking hyper, hyper till I go crazy if some small matters provoke me. So thats explain my current mood.

Mood= damn IMBA, I repeat DAMN.

Dun provoke, else bite. Not defend.

Goodbye

If what you feel and you think its so fucking right. Den its all up to you. Seriously.

FED UP? FUCK IT!

FML

One time

"The truth is, once you learn how to die, you learn how to live."

"No life is a waste,"
"The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we're alone."

"Strangers are just family you have yet to come to know."

Have a little faith

"My thoughts are not your thoughts
Neither are your ways my ways
For as the heavens are higher than the earth
So are my ways higher than your ways
And my thoughts higher than your thoughts" --Mitch Albom

IMPossible!

Who said Im the same ol me? Not anymore. ;p